November 2011
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ummm... eating swedish christmas chocolates in...
..tomorrow i will lose weight. or something. i don’t really care.
October 2011
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dear diary
it’s 3am and i want to scrub my skin right off. i hate it. it’s unclean. it’s a reminder of my lack of autonomy and i just can’t stand it anymore. so i sit in the bath tub with the scrub brush and scrub until i’m red and raw and i still feel dirty. i still feel like me. i hate this feeling.
it’s 3am and i’m reminded of my lack of autonomy, my lack of...
there was this one time when i thought dating was...
then i remembered how much i hate everyone
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jello shots
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“Women had won the right to vote, had abandoned restrictive clothing, and...”
– The Hairless Ideal - Susan Basow
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i am rapping natalie portman
so inquisitive at 5am (weird)
fuck fuck fuck
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i finally started dating, i finally felt like guys were “interested in me,” and now i realize i don’t want to do this. for some reason i had this idea in my head that i should always be in a relationship or working towards one - why? why did i ever think that? i don’t want to be dating right now. for whatever reason, just thinking about the commitment of...
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graveyardgal:
Why am I such a hot mess? I need to get my life together. Seriously.
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another night in which i am astounded by the...
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Waits, Weights
thecompanyofghosts:
You are heavy. In all your glory, you are still so heavy.
And as I am being ripped open I reflect on those scenes which I wrote the script for
And those which had no script
And the days we wasted
And what “wasted” means
I remember restless nights
(Am I remembering or imagining? Is there a difference?)
I allude to moments when I thought my heart would travel up...
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cutting into an avocado to find out it’s perfectly ripe
being able to write decent poetry
being able to write decent prose
revelations
lists
judith butler
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who’s that girl? she must be nearly freezing.
pictures.
everything. is just. pictures.
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“You have so many men, and women, making assumptions based on your movies about...”
– James Deen (A male porn star speaks - Salon.com via sexualassumptions)
hey tumblr
you detected suspicious activity on my account?
want to clarify?
no?
ok.
oh. my. god.
i cannot believe the sheer amount of food i just ate. can we re-wind all that and not do it again?
it's another one of those nights where i CAN'T...
i’ve eaten like 2500 calories today. that’s like 1500 calories more than i usually eat. my stomach is making lots of weird noises. i just gorged myself on ovaltine and almond butter. fuck.
swag-lol:
blackpeoplesounds replied to your post: whats the point of poking someone on facebook idgi
someone made a facebook account for their unborn child it made me want to make an account for a coat hanger and poke them with it
asdfghjkl;’
OH MY GOD
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losing followers ever since i stopped being a...
lolololololololololol
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i've been making lists to stay sane
i make a list every day of things i want to get done the next day
i have a running list of things i want to get done within the next month
i have a running list of things i want to get done… eventually
i have a running list of things i need to remember which are silly and “inspirational” such as “everything will be okay” and “you are so strong and...
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thelittlemermaid:
yesterday i was talking to myself
and i told myself that i was going
to write a book and give it to you
so i put paper in my bag and put a
pen in my bag and rode my bike to
the river bank and then sat on the
ground and thought ‘i will never
write a book’ and watched ducks
swim away from me by ellen kennedy
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Hero & Villain
Me: I just have kind of a hero complex and want to fix everyone.
Netiya: It's better than a villain complex! That's what I always say.
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My heart is beating at 1000bpm. Or maybe it is not beating at all. I don’t know, I just want to sleep.
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The weight of everything I have been through combined with the weight everything I am going through is breaking me. How did I ever survive this? And will I survive it this time?
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why do i exist blog 2k11
i missed all three classes today and slept 14...
i’m calling it a much needed mental health day. please don’t fail me.
I’m not a teenage blogger. I am actually a pelican and I have no idea what I’m doing.
