Get out of bed, make a hot drink and go outside. You owe yourself that much. Maybe you still cry in far too many public bathrooms, but I swear, you stay a few seconds less every time. Smile at strangers if it’s all you can do, know that life doesn’t start when the sun rises or the credits roll but when you decide it’s time to go after what you deserve, and you deserve everything because we are alive both only once and a million times every day and every minute is something new to learn and someone new to love, and if it all crashes and burns as it so often does cling on to hope through it all and don’t ever ever ever let it go. Start your life again whenever you need to. Repeat after me: it is not yet the end. It is not yet the end. It is not yet the end.

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waste-it-dreaming:

A writer for the new york times interviewed a series of people who had survived jumping off the golden gate bridge. Every person she interviewed admitted that about two thirds of the way down, they realized that every seemingly meaningless problem that caused them to jump was fixable.
Every single one.

(via roquesand)

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  • skin
  • the word “skin”

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If you’re going to try, go all the way. Otherwise, don’t even start. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives and maybe even your mind. It could mean not eating for three or four days. It could mean freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail. It could mean derision. It could mean mockery—isolation. Isolation is the gift. All the others are a test of your endurance, of how much you really want to do it. And, you’ll do it, despite rejection and the worst odds. And it will be better than anything else you can imagine. If you’re going to try, go all the way. There is no other feeling like that. You will be alone with the gods, and the nights will flame with fire. You will ride life straight to perfect laughter. It’s the only good fight there is.

Charles Bukowski, Factotum (via bohemiancupcake)

(via daisydilettante-deactivated2012)

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  • cutting into an avocado to find out it’s perfectly ripe
  • being able to write decent poetry
  • being able to write decent prose
  • revelations
  • lists
  • judith butler

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  • floor-length gowns
  • the fact that chalkboard paint actually exists
  • baked eggs in mushroom caps
  • red lipstick
  • fitting into clothes that were once too small
  • free shipping
  • rings
  • having olive skin
  • furniture that doubles as storage space
  • spooning
  • vintage fashion
  • winged eyeliner

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  • baking
  • being fit
  • maths
  • curtains
  • finding out the people you hated in grade school/middle school/high school have shit lives
  • oxford
  • oxford commas
  • yellow curry
  • the british way of spelling “favorite”
  • the first snowfall
  • berry picking
  • lovely bicycles
  • pastel blue nail polish
  • summer in the city
  • joanna newsom
  • free festivals
  • cider
  • scented candles
  • chalk boards

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  • spider solitaire
  • avocados

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  • religion
  • existentialism
  • snakes
  • nintendo
  • the simpsons
  • cynical wit
  • not regretting things
  • hot tubs
  • frogs
  • black calla lilies
  • physical affection
  • pulp fiction
  • helena bonham carter
  • sleeping in
  • the song sleeping in
  • bed and breakfasts

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  • ikea

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